Sunday, August 24, 2008


For the last 2 weeks I'm feeling this. The whole week I'm busy with classes, giving tuitions, catching up with friends and what not. But on weekends, I wake up late. And after that i feel as if I have nothing to do. Sometimes I try to spend some time online. When i really get bored of doing nothing, i even try studying. But still... there is a feeling of emptiness. As if I lack something.

What's that? Is it happening because i don't have any romantic interest? Or is my always empty wallet the reason? Mainly I can understand that it's the absence of works to do. But that's impossible. I'm not a person who loves to work a lot. Rather I prefer I laid back attitude. Or should I say, I used to prefer.

Is two months of MBA changing me??

Saturday, August 02, 2008


I was immersed in my own world like a caterpillar, moving from one leaf a to another. And when I saw you, I realized it's time to form the cocoon. and I made my cocoon with your thoughts and enveloped my desires. Now I'm waiting for the time. the right time to come. when it'd be time for me to come out. To come out and show how your thoughts would change me from a crawling caterpillar to a handsome butterfly. And leaving my leafy abode, I would fly.

and in case I have the fate of a silk moth, my desires would be dead. but then your thoughts which are still surrounding me, would transform to silk. Make your stole with that and then I'd have the luck to be close to your heart.