Tuesday, October 30, 2012


The weather was comfortably cold.we were walking side by side in the early hours of the autumn morning.  We were answering the unasked questions. It was as smooth like a dream.

It was one. I had mixed feelings after waking up. I was not sure how to interpret this.

But one thing I know very well. You are exiled into the distant of my dreams. Reality was not capable of capturing us into the same frame.

I know I have fallen again and again for you. But each time was different. Every time we went ahead a step but ultimately took back two. The dynamics kept on changing but the end result was same. Uou and I could never became 'us'.

I know how my mind works. I know how I tend to make the same mistake again and again knowing very well what would happen finally.  May be that was the reason why I have closed my heart.


Thursday, March 15, 2012

an ode to the insensitive

You are not there.
Not anymore.
Does not matter.
I made myself believe that I do not care.
I am happy with my job.
(ok, it’s becoming too much)
I have a job which keeps me busy( nothing more)
I have my friends, who will be beside me whenever I need them
I have books to see me through light and dark
In fact , life is ok, not perfect, but ok.
I don’t think I can complain.
But , you are not there.
Just you are not there anymore!

Tuesday, January 24, 2012

Farewell Senorita!!

I wish I could write it another way. I wished I wouldn't have to write this one. But then certain things are meant to be. Because certain things are just not meant to be!!!

I wanted to write so much. But there are timnes when you can explain a thousand words with just a quote.

So I am borrowing few lines from a Kishore Kumar Song:

"Jeevan ke safar mein rahi
Milte hain bichad jaane ko
Aur de jaate hain yaadeein
Tanhayeein me tadpane ko"

I just wish, ....