Exile

The weather was comfortably cold.we were walking side by side in the early hours of the autumn morning.  We were answering the unasked questions. It was as smooth like a dream.

It was one. I had mixed feelings after waking up. I was not sure how to interpret this.

But one thing I know very well. You are exiled into the distant of my dreams. Reality was not capable of capturing us into the same frame.

I know I have fallen again and again for you. But each time was different. Every time we went ahead a step but ultimately took back two. The dynamics kept on changing but the end result was same. Uou and I could never became 'us'.

I know how my mind works. I know how I tend to make the same mistake again and again knowing very well what would happen finally.  May be that was the reason why I have closed my heart.

Goodbye

an ode to the insensitive

You are not there.

Not anymore.

Does not matter.

I made myself believe that I do not care.

I am happy with my job.

(ok, it’s becoming too much)

I have a job which keeps me busy( nothing more)

I have my friends, who will be beside me whenever I need them

I have books to see me through light and dark

In fact , life is ok, not perfect, but ok.

I don’t think I can complain.

But , you are not there.

Just you are not there anymore!

Farewell Senorita!!

I wish I could write it another way. I wished I wouldn't have to write this one. But then certain things are meant to be. Because certain things are just not meant to be!!!

I wanted to write so much. But there are timnes when you can explain a thousand words with just a quote.

So I am borrowing few lines from a Kishore Kumar Song:

"Jeevan ke safar mein rahi

Milte hain bichad jaane ko

Aur de jaate hain yaadeein

Tanhayeein me tadpane ko"

I just wish, ....

NEVER MIND!