Friday, December 16, 2005

OOPS! I DID IT AGAIN

Some people do the same mistake over and over. they are incorrigible.
and I am one of them.I am an incorrigible lover.
I fall in love, got hurt, come out of it, promise never to fall in love and just as the wounds start healing...My heart starts beating for someone again.

again this happened. this time we are classmates and we go together to the metro station.she is still in a relationship. and she's trying to come out of it. i know that she wont be ready for a new relationship at this moment. but I can't control my adamant heart. It keeps on beating at mere sight of her. and since tomorrow i started joking by saying that I'm head over hills in her love. today at the station I was a bit down...and she was asking me the reason of it. i gave some hint......she went away.her departing words were,"dont really fall in love head over hills with me, it will be so problematic"(ok, i acept, she said some trivial things after that, but it sounds more romantic to say that it was her departing words.)

I thought to forget it. and to say tha i was just extending the joke.That would be hard for me, but then I am a good actor at times. I had made up my mind and started writing this post.......

she called me up, and asked me," are u upset of anything i said?"
-"no, not at all"
and then started the conversation of the most trivial things and above all the conversation of silence.......

shall I change my decision??? or what should i do??? plzzz give me ur valuable and even the cheap suggetions, too. I'm waiting.....